Well, I like to think that I am an introspective person, but at this time of the year I really try to dig deep. This year feels as if it has been about loss. I lost a cousin (to a heart attack), a car (to a wreck), a part-time job, a boss (to a new job), friends (moved), and 25 pounds. On the other hand I have gained a closer relationship to some of my family, a promotion, a great new boss, and muscle tone. I guess the hardes thing that I have gained is a sense of lonliness. Never in my life did I picture myself being single at age 32. I have a new sense of familiarity with the song, "So lonely I could cry".
I know I have a pretty good life...God has blessed me with a job, a home, family, friends, a great church family and more. I am looking forward to seeing how God will use me in 2010.